Jesse (rathael) wrote,
Jesse
rathael

Blllaahhhh

So I'm here, just trying to kill time while I wait for some phone calls. Really can't think of anything to write about; I just noticed I hadn't posted in quite a while. I do see I need to fix the banner up here. Been meaning to do that for about....a few months, now. Let's see here...something interesting...something encouraging feedback. Anyone have any crazy Christmas stories to tell? I have none. I've just been too sluggish and pissy to write anything lately...or even think at length. When I do think, it's all the same. Nothing to bother writing about. I need some inspiration! You guys should all leave comments to get me to think about something other than the actions of everyone around me. I think I may be serving some sort of poetic justice while I'm back here in Yorkton. All those people that used to give me a hard time about not calling them or making a huge effort to do anything with them...they're all not calling me back, haha...I guess I can't really blame anybody, even if they're actually pissed at me. I fucked up a good number of my old friendships with my half-assed approach to spending time with people. I'll always be there for my friends, old and new, but I guess I just don't like going out and doing much...or having people over and doing much, for that matter. If someone needs me, I'm there. But to just sit around...a lot of my friends don't have the same interests as I do...so it makes it difficult to do anything. Meh, I dunno. Otherwise it's just been questioning my choices for school and locking myself in as a student for the next 4+ years. I guess it's better than just rotting and working some job that I take no joy in. Part of me wonders though...what if, 2 or 3 years down the line, something happens that I would've loved to do? I wouldn't want to have all that tuition and time go to waste. Hmph. I don't know. I don't really know why I'm questioning all this on a blog anyway. I don't really know why I'm going to post this, but for some stupid reason, I still am. Someone fix all my problems and my stupid brain for me with the first comment on this post, ok?
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